H3LP~~~~

Many undersirable things have happened recently....haiz... tired, really tired...

All of these lead me to be more down and worse,
mind confused,
uncomfortable feeling,
mood spoilt,
stress and tension,
lazy attitude,lazy in everything... including study,
exhausted~~feel that everything are making me tired,
lonely condition,
sight covered by fog... can't look forward the future,

Am i weak??? argh~~~~
can't stand with all of these already... please run off~~

I need "medicine"... please cure me~~~ >.<

Happy 1st " Monthiversary"~~~ ^^

Uhm,today is the special for us~~~ (15th january 2008)... That is our "monthniversary"...XD.. We have together for 1 month,32 days,768 hours, 46080 minutes, 2764800 seconds already, so fast right?? haha...

For such a special day,I think to make it special also... So i decided to make a present for her by myself... First time i did so,haha...feel anxious cause don't know how will the present looks like.... hehe!!! No idea at all initially, after "headache" for few days, eventually i got an idea..what is it?? hehe...secret!!! Finish it for the entire night... Hmm, for me... i quite satisfy with it since this is my first hand-made gift... how about you?? hehe...
Erm,although that's just a simple present, but hope that you will like it.... If let you felt dissapointed, then sorry ya.. =) ... Hope that's special for you ^^

Finally... here to wish us, HaPpY 1st" Monthniversary" ...

~~Love You Forever~~ stay happy always... ^^

New Year~~~ =(

Should i feel happy with this coming year 2008???

Everyone are countdown for the coming year 2008,
But... what i'm countdown for???
I'm countdown for the coming ending between us...

Everyone are waiting for the time to reach,
But i hope that the time can stop...

Everyone are so delight at the night,
But i seems cant act to be happy even...

So jealous when i saw all the couple over there,
But seems i can't be like them.....

After the 31st december of the night,
everything will come to an ending....
everything that's i belongs and felt before seems lost...
make me can't adapt with all of these.....
but what to do??? i hv to face the reality....

Sorry if i can't bring happiness to you for the last night...
make a great mistake.... make you felt dissapointed again...
really can't forgive myself... useless guy,useless CKH!!!!

Late of the night... last time to chat...
felt greatly reluctant when she want to leave...
my tears is flowing out after she said the last word to me.."BYE"
Offline~~everything will be off....

Sorry girl... i broke the promise to u that i will cheer up,
But i really can't do it...

Okay... not going to say too much....
don't have the mood to write more in this such down condition...
" Bye Bye" to you...

Wish you can fullfills everything that u desire for this new year...
Dreams come true~~~ BYE~~~

THE END~~