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FEELING???????????????????????????????

Before that "feeling" is totally stranged for me.... people will feel touch, sad and even cry when watching a movie... For me, i never do that... I don't have any feeling in that situation.... The even worse is sometimes i will fall asleep when watching some romantic drama.... =.=... haha!!!! That's why when people watching that such drama with me, they will complain me very boring.... That's real... =D... Many of my friend call me as a cold blood people...,, refrigerator.... and so on.....

But now.... i feel some different.... recently when i watch some romantic drama and reach the climax which are sad and touch situation, i will feel sad toooo.... My heart will suddenly feel "cold" and the feeling will comes out...It's really different.... Still remember that the 1st drama i watch is " the prince turns to a frog"(paiseh if i translate worngly...=D) which is recommeded by my friend, they always call me try to watch it since i never watch this kind of movie before... After watch it, it really interesting and touching.... After that, i start to get the 2nd movie.... 3rd movie... more and more until now i extremely like to watch this kind of movie already.... thanks for my friend influenced.... XD

Recently many things had happen.... Many things have runs up in my mind.... Others than me, my friend around me also got their own problem... Some of my peers,my good friends have share their problems to me and i willing to be their listener too.... From the problems they shared, i can feel the sadness,suffer and others....(almost all also love problems...)... haizzz... love again!!!!!!!!! Why the "love" can't escape from our mind or why we can't escape from love.....We also know that we can't control ourselves to love someone.... when the feelings comes, is hard for us to escape and control....Ialso always think about it instead of my studies.... OMG!!!!!! But no matter how i think, i also dare not to do anyting.... the courage for me to love someone is gone.... haizzzz!!!

I like to listen some romantic,soft and love song.... It's totally brings some feelings to me.... Certain song will make me feel sad, some others feeling and meaningful for me.... For an example, when i listen to our graduate song, i will feel sad,miss the moment during my secondary school life, my peers, and others... Compare to the before of me, i don't have any feelings when i listen to my graduate song and even during the graduation day i also don't have any feelings since we will apart with each others.... That's a development for myself.... =D Also, certain song will make me think back some of my past memories .... Some times when think back all of these, "the ice contain in my eyes will start to melt"..... But still didn't flow out lar.... Already melt means that i no longer a refrigerator.... I can become very gan3 xing4 already.... hehe!!!!!!!

More and more feelings comes out, it's makes me feel comfortable.... I had learn a lots since i join our school club counselling and a past co-facillitator training.... during that training, i learn to express my feeling to everyone... Besides, i can listen to others express their feeling too.... That time really learn a lots in any aspect.... It makes us turn to be more matured.... Really thanks to Mr.Su who willing to sacrifice his time to gave us that training.... really benefits for us in future....

And now, i can express my feelings in this blog too... It's useful and by the way can earn some pocket money too ( this the main reason).... wakakazzzz.... =D

loV3

Wat is love actually???

Did i really understand about love???

Hw is the feeling when love/like someone???

Is it love brings trouble and makes someone suffer in certain situation???

Is it love is the main influenced to a person???

Did a relationship get trusted if has the 2nd chance after the 1st break???
But tis i can answer it wf my opinion.....
Tat situation is juz like a glass which had break off and when u stick it back, will it be perfect as before??? Definitely not....

All of tis question runs up my brain recently makes me wonder about it... Until today i cant have a proper tinking about love.... I'm still immatured on it.... Totally failure....

Many things had happen in the past... It brings lots of feeling such as happy, fortunate, sad, dissapointed, regret and so on... For some feelings which are +ve definitely will keep it as memories and appreciate it whereas for some -ve feelings will try to 4get it and thought it as lessons...

Irresponsible..... is a word tat totally suitable to place on me and i can't deny tat i'm the one.... even if sometimes i can't endure when tink of it, i have to act to be tough also coz i have no qualified to be down,sad or even blame any quarters since it was broke by myself.... is right to blame myself.... T.T

Outing

Erm.... today was the muet test n i'm didn't doing well in that... haizzz.... feel dissapointed wf myself.... However,i din bother too much oledi and after the test i back to home n take a short rest as i will go to gurney wf my fellow fan chiong....XD.... About 10.30am,ye seong is coming to my house,fetching me n chek kee to guyney.... After v reach the guyney, all of us felf hungry n decide to have our lunch 1st b4 going to redbox....=D We had spend some time to decide where to eat n finally v go to the Kim Gary(expensive)...=.=....haha!!!! I have ask some food to eat, but i'm not satisfied wf the dessert i've ask for.... the taste very weird....

my lunch in Kim Gary... =D

After having lunch at Kim Gary, we are move on to our next station that is REDBOX,the main purpose of our outing.....hehe!!!! When we go to the receptionist, the stuff told us that v have 3 hours to sing.... but finally we sing until 5 hours they still din finish yet.... Wah... really worth becoz we jz paid about RM10...hehe!!!! however, we surrender lastly coz the day is getting late.... but yipehn still wanna to continue to sing n reluctant to leave.... he is getting too high oledi.... XD.... All of us leavewf no voice especially ah BB n pehn....their voice really sexy....wakakazzzz....

fan chiong.. =p pehn sing until crazy...

After we left the redbox, we still think to go G hotel to survey since we haven't step in before.... When we step in,we felt abit weird coz we are wear too simply especially 3 of the guy(wei,ah BB,pee)... they wear short pants...lolzzz.... but we didn't bother about tat la... we still go in n take some photo...hehe!!! Wah... the G hotel really luxury and it's lobby really nice.... really comfortable and love with that enviroment.... We still find it's toilet and go in through.... hehe, the toilet really not looks like toilet... damn nice.... din smelly oso....XD.... all the toilet equipment is automatic even the toilet bowl.... muahahazzz.... We jz like a SPH( sua pa huan) walking around the hotel.... hehe.... By the way, I felt very happy coz there is a lianglui smile wf me.... she's a waitress.... Charming and beautiful..... nyiek nyiek..... =p..... if have the chance definitely i will overnight at the hotel.... kiekiekie.....

G hotel lobby...