Uhm,
yesterday was my last day working in Segafredo Zenetti Espresso as a bartender..
i choose to quit as i felt tired with this job no matter the working life or staff relationship..

hehe,
Definitely i won't quit so easily,
since the company was so stingy and never give any rewards to their staff,
so i give myself rewards..
before i quit,i done a lot of bad thing while i was working..

for example,
-make drinks for myself to taste without paid.
-request from kitchen staff and eat different sort of food in kitchen without paid.
-making excess drinks and drank
xD

during my last day,
i having free meal which cost total around RM50...lolzz

So now i have taste all the drinks n foods in segafredo..woohooo!!
no regret if i leave right?? xD

And today onwards I'm an unemployed person who shaking ass at home with my guitar..lolzz
But,suddenly i can't use to it without working..
felt kinda boring at home... =.=


Anyway,the period from entering university is just 3 months left...
So I wish to go for some vacation to enjoy the rest 3 months holiday...
(hope will realize lah)

share some photo here~

my colleague~~

m3 and JM

m3 and jason

my best buddy kitchen staff Nizam~~

my supervisor~ hiao kang MAN!

zohar.. kaki buli~~

This is what i chase for when i come in as a bartender..
put effort on making art on coffee,
making a nice drink for customers..
Honestly,i had received alot of compliments from customer which could make me proud of myself...hehe!!
Got few customers even said my ice-blended drinks is better than Starbucks and my coffee is better than Coffee Bean..lolzz... is it?? xD
Anyhow,my supervisor's drinks is the one that really undeniable nice and i still need to learn from him for long time..but unfortunately,i can't make it now already...

these are the art that i able to make before i leave ..
though it's not looks perfect, but i satisfied with it..

heart shape (maybe looks like ass)..lolzz
leaf shape... upper side was getting distorted..



Alright.. That's all for my post...

Guinness Shamrockin St.Patirck Day~~

Yea,
the grand party organized by Guinness..
Guinness Shamrockin St.Patrick Day which had celebrate in many countries...

A really excited and high party but i miss the chance again as i have to work again...haiz!!
sien~~~
some more work like shit today..
Can't even have a chance to walk around to enjoy the party...
Anyway,the music DJ still able to stimulate me..heh!!
enjoy the night also lah..

每一个女孩的身边都有一个不是男朋友的男朋友

但是，为了什么原因你们没能在一起？
也许他为了朋友之间的义气，不能追你。
也许为了顾及家人的意见 ，你们没有在一起。
也许为了出国深造，他没有要你等他。

也许你们相遇太早，
还不懂得珍惜对方。

也许你们相遇太晚，
你们身边已经有了另一个人。

也许你回头太迟，
对方已不再等待

也许你们彼此在捉摸对方的心，
而迟迟无法跨出界线。

不过即使你们没在一起，
你们还是保持了朋友的关系。

但是你们心底清楚，
对这个人，你比朋友还多了一份关心。

即使不能跟他名正言顺的牵着手逛街，
你们还是可以做无所不谈的朋友。

他有喜欢的人，你口头上会帮他追，
心里却不是很清楚你是不是真的希望他追到。

他遇到困难时，
你会尽你所能的帮他，
不会计较谁又欠了谁。

男女朋友吃醋了，
你会安抚他们说你和他只是朋友，
但你心中会有那么一丝的不确定。

每个人这辈子，
心中都有过这幺一个特别的朋友，
很矛盾的行为。

一开始你不甘心只做朋友的，
但久了，突然发现这样最好。

你宁愿这样关心他，
总好过你们在一起而有天会分手。

你宁愿做他的朋友，
彼此不会吃醋，才可以真的无所不谈。

特别是这样，
你还是知道，
他永远会关心你的。

做不成男女朋友，
当他那个特别的朋友，
有什么不好呢？

你心中的这个特别的朋友...? 是谁呢？

很多的感情，
都因为一厢情愿，
最后连朋友都当不成了

常常觉得惋惜，
可惜一些本来很好的友情

最后却因为对方的一句喜欢你，
如果你没有反应，这一段友情似乎也难以维持下去，
这也难怪有些人会因此不肯踏出这一步。

因为这就像是一场赌注，
表白了之后不是成了男女朋友，
要不就连朋友都当不成了。

有些事不是你能预料的，或许对方不在意，
你们还可以是朋友，但却已经不如从前的好.

sleepless night..
brain mess up with lots of stuff...

Time past rapidly,
without my awareness,
I has been undergoing 3 and a half months' life
which without wearing school uniform, worry about study,
busy with school stuff and homework and so on~
No stresses have to be deal..
It might be an enjoyable,comfortable life for every students..

But at the same time,
I feel my life is meaningless and bored...
Also,it makes me become more and more lazy..
Repeat the same life everyday,
Other than work, i can't found any activities and entertainment for myself..
Because of work,it makes me tired..
Because of tired,it makes me lazy in conducting some other things that is suppose under my responsibility,but i trying to escape and push to other people...
The things that I put effort on it previously, sincerely to serve for societies or even peoples..
Now,i thought it as a burden...

Maybe nowadays,they have been set the different view on me,
Becoming an irresponsibility people, inconsiderate or other else..
Ya,I admit it...
Sometimes i could even wish all these stuffs will not exist at this present moment including my job now...
But once I stay at home just for few hours,
I felt bored and turn over i wish to have some stuffs for me to kill the time..
Feel doubt with myself ?!?!?!?!

Through viewing friends' blog,observing by my own eyes and listening from other friends,
I knew that many of them are undergoing their holidays meaningful,
Some of them din work,
But they have their own entertainment to treat themselves,
For those who are working,
they could also found their own entertainment..
Whereas for me, none!

attacking computer games??
~ not interested..
reading comic,novel,magazine??
~ never listed as my favourite since year 1989..
outing with friends??
~ difficult to dig a free shaking ass friend and also my working schedule problems..
sports??
~ no kaki..
movie??
chase too fast until no more and some of it have to wait week by week..

what else??
You must be scolding me now as all the excuses i given...

Although now I don't have to face any homework and exam,
Still,the stresses are around me...
Why??
Just say the major one,
~~STPM result~~
March reached,
the day for result released is getting nearer,
Not only can notice in reality life by knowing the day keep moving forward,
even inside the dream also keep on reminding and attacking me..
don't have any well slept night..

Next,
Suffering for 3 more months,
For suck STPM result,nightmare coming,
For nice STPM result,shaking ass with smiling face,
~~ University course intake result~~
*still can't predict what will happen on me yet*

Well,sometimes will miss the schooling time period,
although is quite busy and full with stress,
but at least it can motivate me..
Also,different things will happen for different days..

But now working,
happen the same things everyday,
drive on the same road,
repeat making the same drinks,
inhale the same smoke,(2nd hand smoke)
meet the different girls but same action~(smoking =.=''')
heard the same sentence~(how are you today??)
say the same sentence~( welcome,thank you,byebye @@)
lolzz.. enough!! very bothering...

huh~~
Anyway,
I will try not to be so pessimistic,
or else i will be torturing in the next 4 more month holidays..

It's getting late,have to crash my head towards the wall and roll into the cruel dream..