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FEELING???????????????????????????????

Before that "feeling" is totally stranged for me.... people will feel touch, sad and even cry when watching a movie... For me, i never do that... I don't have any feeling in that situation.... The even worse is sometimes i will fall asleep when watching some romantic drama.... =.=... haha!!!! That's why when people watching that such drama with me, they will complain me very boring.... That's real... =D... Many of my friend call me as a cold blood people...,, refrigerator.... and so on.....

But now.... i feel some different.... recently when i watch some romantic drama and reach the climax which are sad and touch situation, i will feel sad toooo.... My heart will suddenly feel "cold" and the feeling will comes out...It's really different.... Still remember that the 1st drama i watch is " the prince turns to a frog"(paiseh if i translate worngly...=D) which is recommeded by my friend, they always call me try to watch it since i never watch this kind of movie before... After watch it, it really interesting and touching.... After that, i start to get the 2nd movie.... 3rd movie... more and more until now i extremely like to watch this kind of movie already.... thanks for my friend influenced.... XD

Recently many things had happen.... Many things have runs up in my mind.... Others than me, my friend around me also got their own problem... Some of my peers,my good friends have share their problems to me and i willing to be their listener too.... From the problems they shared, i can feel the sadness,suffer and others....(almost all also love problems...)... haizzz... love again!!!!!!!!! Why the "love" can't escape from our mind or why we can't escape from love.....We also know that we can't control ourselves to love someone.... when the feelings comes, is hard for us to escape and control....Ialso always think about it instead of my studies.... OMG!!!!!! But no matter how i think, i also dare not to do anyting.... the courage for me to love someone is gone.... haizzzz!!!

I like to listen some romantic,soft and love song.... It's totally brings some feelings to me.... Certain song will make me feel sad, some others feeling and meaningful for me.... For an example, when i listen to our graduate song, i will feel sad,miss the moment during my secondary school life, my peers, and others... Compare to the before of me, i don't have any feelings when i listen to my graduate song and even during the graduation day i also don't have any feelings since we will apart with each others.... That's a development for myself.... =D Also, certain song will make me think back some of my past memories .... Some times when think back all of these, "the ice contain in my eyes will start to melt"..... But still didn't flow out lar.... Already melt means that i no longer a refrigerator.... I can become very gan3 xing4 already.... hehe!!!!!!!

More and more feelings comes out, it's makes me feel comfortable.... I had learn a lots since i join our school club counselling and a past co-facillitator training.... during that training, i learn to express my feeling to everyone... Besides, i can listen to others express their feeling too.... That time really learn a lots in any aspect.... It makes us turn to be more matured.... Really thanks to Mr.Su who willing to sacrifice his time to gave us that training.... really benefits for us in future....

And now, i can express my feelings in this blog too... It's useful and by the way can earn some pocket money too ( this the main reason).... wakakazzzz.... =D